Of course astrology can be a blessing, but do you ever feel like it can also be a curse?
I’ve been thinking about this a lot. Astrology and occult studies completely changed my point of view, and once we see so much, it’s impossible to unsee it, we have to carry the weight of that knowledge with us until the end of this incarnation, and maybe further on. Sure, it develops but it does not go away.
It’s possible we start seeing people whose chart we know through this lens; all their actions could be them acting out such and such aspect or position. Same thing with ourselves, especially when you have a lot of challenging aspects, it can seem like you have a never ending to do list of things to figure out within yourself. I often ask myself, is it possible to figure it all out or am I destined to live out all my challenging positions eventually? I know the answer is probably neither or somewhere in between and I do believe having consciousness of your chart is helpful, but it sure can feel like a lot of responsibility sometimes, or at least, a bit overwhelming…
All occult knowledge has its dangers because it holds a lot of power, especially if one is not spiritually ready to comprehend it, it can drive a person mad. I’m still in the beginning of my studies and probably quite immature, so I don’t mean to sound negative. Astrology has also provided me with plenty of moments of wonder, insight and delight. I’m just wondering if anyone relates to this, or completely disagrees? What are your thoughts?